When I was younger I use to get picked up to go to school the bus ride was fun but long there were kids that were bully's they would take stuff from me I lost 2 Game-boy's due to bullying and Pokemon cards. There was one day when the bus has to call 911 cause I was beat so bad and bleeding from my head that day was just as bad as the ones to come, the bullying only stopped when I got out 8th grade. Going into high school I thought I would find myself and at that time I did but I wasn't like that other kid's in highs I was small short and talked funny so I was picked on for that and from there I tried to stand up for myself and got beat no one ever showed me how to fight this when just 9th grade and even after getting out of the 8th grade I thought it would be different but it was the same thing over and over and over it got to bad that I didn't want to go to school at all but I went. 10th grade wow what a year I learned how to fight but even then being so different from the other teens in high school the fact that I had Dyslexia made it hard for me to learn and stressed me and when bully's picked on me i tried fighting back but the came in number's 2 on 1 or 4 on 1, and it became to much a learning disability and being picked on I thought of killing myself but the friend's that i had made stopped me and helped me out a bit but the bullying didn't end even with the help. 11th grade, I snapped after being beat up by two "hood girls" I would skip school and fight my bully's back with biting kicking and I even picked one up and threw him I had turned in a demon, a monster, I let the darkness within me take over and I lashed out at anyone that I seen or thought was trying to harm me I even turned on my friends my Army JROTC teacher got a hold of me and put me back in my place. 12th grade, the last year I took a stand I found out that I could read people and tell them how they were as a person, I found it to be useful cause the bully's I did have listen and talked shit more then try to beat me up and I was their size so they didn't pick with someone that could kick and punch back 10 time harder on top of all that I found I could hit harder by just using words. I didn't use any of the stuff I learned to bully other like MMA, boxing and more I used it to help others getting out of high school and going through what I went through gave me a understanding for the bully and gave me tools to deal with life, love and more. There are other places i have been bullied like online in Tinychat but I learn from it and just move on and get a better understanding for that people that did bully me and other, but the real friends i made from online or school or just in life will stay true no matter what. Never get so low that you think you can't live in this world anymore, cause you have a big part to play in this little play we call life. We are all welcome here, in this world.
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